年轻人的孤勇

e&m 九连真人 NF

这是大学教室墙壁上的两行字,自习时无意中发现并拍了下来。

这个图点透了我心中的疑惑,后来一度是我的朋友圈封面。
在相当长一段时间里我也会忘记这张图、这个疑惑、这种感觉。直到又一次想起。

最近听的几首歌,让我意识到了年轻人的孤勇。


Verse 1

十七岁的时候我想要的东西都只出会现在梦里
短短几年的时间目标达成了一大半就像在蹦极
再奋斗一两年把自己变得更优秀再谈几桩生意
从不坐享其成的我会享受到属于我自己的胜利
说过我不会成功的预言都会残忍的被现实打破
实现我承诺过所有诺言轻松摆脱身上带的枷锁
Nah ey不能凑合 必须让自己够格
看够了身边的各种丑恶 让人休克
Nah 我得执着 要饭也不能苟活
太多次劝别人做好事到头来却是我自己背锅
听过了太多的大道理有张好的文凭没人能跟你比
而我看到的却是那些没梦想的人就像冰冷的尸体
Oh 像笨重机器一样 活着脸上没任何的表情
妈妈说要有欲望 自己的战役不能当逃兵
手中无寸铁面对巨浪 好人有事就抱紧自己
聚光灯照亮一声巨响 我本性难移从来不消停
Do what u wanna do say what u wanna say (用内心掌控自己的所做所说)
Your life's all about u (自己的人生自己做主)
Nobody gives a fuck (没人会帮你排忧解难)
Throw away key to lock (最终必须狠下心来)
You'd be ready to take what u wanna (才能得到一直以来梦寐以求的)
虽然会巨紧张 立场我不会忘 就算失败也不能哭
我不认输 不被吩咐 多冷都不穿秋裤

Verse 2

像梦一样 踩着云朵去远方
心里像装着开关 他们不过是过往
向前浪 做我力所能及撕掉这伪装
前方的路更辉煌最终的目标人民大会堂
一定会成功的野心在我心里面纠缠了我很久
世俗的眼光让我分不清对与错学不会去温柔
看到的全都是海市蜃楼 有谁跟我一样感同身受
只有家人兄弟替我分忧 今后不轻易开口
Im never done til the day i wear the crown (在戴上'王冠'之前我不会放弃)
不畏艰险就算有荆棘也要刚 冲风破浪
孜孜不倦不停向天际扩张
Go all the way up to the limitless high (一路上升到没有止境的制高点)


九连真人《莫欺少年穷》

这歌展现的是一对父子的对话。

儿子

囊来上山 囊来下山
(怎样混好了回家 出去了能做什么)
求谁冇用 民古兼囧
(你没能力求谁也没用啊)
涯阿明 一定会出人头地 日进斗金
(我阿明 一定会出人头地 日进斗金)
如今啊 看毋起 放毋落 冇钱冇着落
(如今啊 眼高手低 奔波不安稳)
毋使狂啊 以后涯有钱给话
(不用担心 让我出去打拼)
屋卡人啊 一定有出头嘅日概
(将来一定会有出头日)

父亲

妹话老豆在该看唔起
(别说老爸不看好你)
只有冇啼嘅人掙晓唱风气
(自己没能力不要怨天尤人)
行话想出去哋你做嘛绩
(还说想出去也没有任何计划)
哎呀 你妹啋嘅笑嘻嘻
(说你呢你还给我嬉皮笑脸)

儿子

哥子你妹啋嘅唱衰人
(爸 你别瞧不起我)
涯哋兄弟全部都晓出去
(我们兄弟全部都会走出去)
你妹看毋起行爱贬低人
(你别再贬低我们)
就算涯哋骑稳三脚鸡
(就算骑着三轮摩托也不差啊)
阿公阿叔阿婆阿伯行有阿媄
(阿爷阿叔阿婆阿伯还有阿母)
系人出来做事都会有赢有卑
(是人出来做事都会有好有差)


Verse 1

Yeah, when I grow up, you know what I wanna be?
(呵,当我长大,你猜我想成为怎样的人?)
Take a seat, let me tell you my ridiculous dreams
(坐下吧,请听我滑稽可笑的梦)
I wanna rap—yeah, I know it's hard to believe
(我只想要rap—是,我明白难以置信)
And I can tell you're already thinkin' I will never succeed
(而且我还知道你认为我永远无法成功)
But I'm okay with it, I admit the lyrics are weak
(但还好啦,我承认我的词尚且羸弱)
I've been workin' on 'em, I'll be good eventually
(可我会一直倾注心血,我会逐渐变得优秀)
I understand you gotta crawl before you get to your feet
(深谙想要傲视群雄必须匍匐向前)
But I've been running for a while, they ain't ready for me (Ahh)
(已经奋力奔跑,属于我的却迟迟未来)
I know this prolly isn't really realistic
(我想这应该不是现实吧)
And honestly, I might not ever make a difference
(老实说,也许是没有任何进步?)
But that don't make a difference, I'ma have to risk it
(但我不在乎,只会砥砺前行)
I've been crunchin' numbers, you ain't gotta be a mathematician
(咬碎每个字节和数字,但并不会成为数学家)
To see the odds ain't rootin' for me
(胜利女神似乎依然没有在我身侧)
I can't lie though, that's kinda how I like it to be
(虽然不能撒谎,可我就爱这样(NF是基督徒))
The underdog, yeah, you prolly think you know what I mean
(一条落水狗,呵,你肯定明白我在说什么)
But what I'm saying is—they ever push me, I'm gonna swing, yeah
(但真正想说的是—他们曾经推我入水,我却将遨游四海)
I could go to college, get in debt like everybody else
(可以进入大学,像其他人一样深陷债务)
Graduate and prolly get a job that doesn't pay the bills
(能够毕业求职,像其他人一样无力偿还)
That don't make a lot of sense to me, forget the Happy Meals
(但这对我而言荒谬不合理,忘记金拱门的开心乐园餐吧)
I don't like the dollar menu, I would rather make a meal
(不喜欢一美元套餐,真正想要做顿大餐)
Huh? Make a mil'? Naw, I said make a meal
(嗯?挣个百万?不,我指烹饪盛宴)
Home cookin', get the grill
(拿出烤架,在家就干)
How you want it? Pretty well
(你有多想?那是相当渴望)
Everything I'm seeing is overdone to me, I'm not Adele
(目之所见,皆为过火)
But I'ma get a record deal and say hello to mass appeal
(不是阿黛尔,但也将创造唱片销量辉煌,向每位我的听众道声Hello)

Verse 2

I'ma make 'em notice me, rhyming like it's poetry
(我会押着诗篇般的韵脚,让他们都注意到)
Everything I oversee, I just like to overthink
(看重每件小事,就喜欢未雨绸缪防微杜渐)
Mockin' me, you pay the fee
(你会为讽笑我付出代价)
No return and no receipts
(没有撤回给你也我也不会收到)
Those of you that don't believe—quiet, you don't know a thing
(那些人不明白他们嗤之以鼻的宁静)
Quiet when I'm tryna to sing
(当开口歌唱时,我沉浸于安静)
Quiet when I'm making beats
(当击打节拍时,我置身于宁静)
Quiet when I'm tryna to think!
(当静心沉思时,我漂流于安宁)
Sorry, I don't mean to scream
(抱歉我不是故意咆哮)
I just feel like no one really gets me and it's sad to see
(只是有些悲伤觉得无人能懂)
'Cause someday I'ma grow up and show all of you it's meant to be (Yeah)
(终有一天我将成长并向你们展示这意味着什么)
Anybody wanna hear me rap, no
(“有人想要听我的歌吗?"“没有!”)
C'mon let me play a couple tracks, no
(“让我演奏下新写的词?”“算了!”)
C'mon I can spit it really fast, no
(“我真能有很快的速度!”“醒醒!”)
You think I should throw this in the trash, no
(你们以为否定会让我把rap丢进垃圾箱?不!)
Tricked ya, haters go away before I hit ya
(欺骗仇恨我的人在命中你之前请赶紧离开)
I am not a beggar or a kiss up
(这不是乞求也不是奉承)
You don't understand well I forgive ya
(只是你们对宽恕一无所知)
I am not a quitter
(我决不后退)
You ain't really think that did ya?
(难道你真的不认为吗?)
Maybe someday I could even be up on the radio
(也许有天我将声震人间)
Have a tour bus and maybe even play a couple shows
(拥有一台巡演大巴甚至能有几场演出)
Everybody in the crowd singing every word I wrote
(那时人群中的每人都歌颂着我写的词篇)
Tellin me that I am not the only one that feels alone
(他们告诉我你不是唯一)
Huh
(呵)
You feel alone yeah I kinda feel alone
(你觉得孤单我也感到孤独)
Wonder if that feelin ever goes away when you get old
(疑惑感觉是否会随年龄增长而消散如烟)
Will I ever make it as artist I don't really know
(我真将成为一名艺术家吗也无从得知)
Might not make a lot of dough
(虽然可能挣不到很多钱)
I'ma have to try it though
(也将依然全力以赴)


2017年,24岁的艺术家 Coco Capitan 与 Gucci 合作的涂鸦也是一样的感觉:


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